Cravings.entry 1.2.3.

so true "...my soul...always craves more." hey I guess we should watch the movie '21 grams' have you seen it? sounds interesting. I get it-when Erwin says that we are all 'trying to figure ourselves out...yet we are afraid to expose our souls...'
...'there may be no more dangerous place to be than in love' wow- to be able to care and deeply love someone else, it's amazing that we are even capable of such an act of altruistic proportions. after I had my first child it was hard to imagine how i could ever love more or the same another child ?!?! how would my heart be able to do that? I really had my doubts...i could not figure out how others did that either...or, were they? something not short of a miracle happened with the second and then our third daughter. i doscovered i had unlimited-love-giving potential, would this be enough to realize how much eternity lives within us?! love and more love makes room for more of the kind- i guess the opposite could also be true. rediscovering our life-giving potential by loving others will only magnify it. '...it is as if we are seraching for a love we have lost...' i've had that exact feeling many times- all the love songs I write, the lyrics that come to mind about love, the dream-driven images about that ultimate relationship seems so UNREAL yet so WANTED and NEEDED and it feels like even if humans can only imitate and strive to reach that sublime state of belonging with someone else...somewhere, some day it will be real just like ti is in our dreams.